Jun 1, 2009

Eff this shit!

So, fuck my life. Everythang is not the same.There are thangs that have changed. Why is it that people say they promise somethang and don't keep it. I hate that. Why is everythang so complicated. Am I really ready for this whole thang. Why do the bad thangs always happen to me. When I actually think thangs are GREAT, thangs become $HIT! Tha's fucken bullshit, as one said. I wish that nothang like this ever happened. FML. I just really can't keep this in, and for you it may be easy because you're not in my position. But I swear, If you were, you would know how much this hella hurts. I just don't know what the fuck to do anymore. And, yeah I meant everythang I said in the past. With the whole, "I LOVE YOU" and everythang, I just really hope that I would be able to have you actually mean it. You say you mean it, but do you really? I'm just in the mood to fucken blog, because I need somewhere to just let everythang out. Ughhhh, I just IDK!

"Expect the best, be prepared for the worst, fuck what others think, & do your own thing."

Yeah, I have expected the best from you, I was prepared for all the worst thangs that could ever happen, and now I'm just gonna do my own thang. I'll just let whateber comes up, come up. I'm gonna go with the flow. I really think that thangs are just not gonna be the same. But I am still hoping for the best.

I STILL LOVE YOU, AND I ALWAYS WILL, NO MATTER WHAT, AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BESTFRIEND!

If you think this is stupid. Well, if you actually read this, well sorry.

DO YOU THINK WE COULD STILL WORK THIS OUT?